When it's raining outside, and there is only one umbrella,
a good friend would share it with you,
but a best friend would take it and say, "Run bitch run!!!!!"
:D
This is an open book of my expressions, life, and problems. You are taking part of my journey through life. Some of the poems and stories I write are true.
Monday, March 30, 2009
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Stop pretending your all that.
The lies you throw out are catching up.
Enemies are one step behind you,
Chewing the path that you lay.
"Eat my dust!" you say,
But those words are true to those behind you.
A minute past and you drown in all of those lies,
Your sworn enemies see past your disguise.
You lay there, unspoken
For you are paralyzed for what has come
Your mind tries to steer you to the path once again,
But you decide to walk a different path.
You now have actual friends instead of _your_ so called "friends"
Now you tell the lies, "Eat my dust!"
They have a long way to come
So your on your own now without those lies.
The lies you throw out are catching up.
Enemies are one step behind you,
Chewing the path that you lay.
"Eat my dust!" you say,
But those words are true to those behind you.
A minute past and you drown in all of those lies,
Your sworn enemies see past your disguise.
You lay there, unspoken
For you are paralyzed for what has come
Your mind tries to steer you to the path once again,
But you decide to walk a different path.
You now have actual friends instead of _your_ so called "friends"
Now you tell the lies, "Eat my dust!"
They have a long way to come
So your on your own now without those lies.
Isabella
I went to a baby shower today.
My dad's, friend's wife is having a baby girl!
Her name is gonna be Isabella!
The best of luck to them!! <3
My dad's, friend's wife is having a baby girl!
Her name is gonna be Isabella!
The best of luck to them!! <3
Friday, March 20, 2009
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Mine
What once was, isn't any more.
What once was...
Holding my hand, with laughter and joy.
Soft kisses every week.
Then...
There was that one single person.
That one single girl that stood out from the rest.
Always staring at you, with those fake eyes.
I stole a look in the hall.
You and her were there.
Laughing and giggling.
Soft kisses just like you gave me.
A bubble of fear and anger went through me,
Tears started pouring down my cheeks.
I fleed from the scene before it got worse.
Acting as if nothing happened a few hours ago,
You come out and grab a hold of my hand!
I pulled away from you,
you having a confused look.
I just gave him a wicked smile and walked away from him..
Saw you in the hall again.
Saw you watching what once was for me.
That girl giggling with someone else.
Soft kisses just like he gave her and me.
He turned aroung,
With shock and misery on his face,
He gasped at me and fell in my arms.
Nothing I could do but comfort him.
Now what once was, never happened.
You are mine and I am yours.
What once was...
Holding my hand, with laughter and joy.
Soft kisses every week.
Then...
There was that one single person.
That one single girl that stood out from the rest.
Always staring at you, with those fake eyes.
I stole a look in the hall.
You and her were there.
Laughing and giggling.
Soft kisses just like you gave me.
A bubble of fear and anger went through me,
Tears started pouring down my cheeks.
I fleed from the scene before it got worse.
Acting as if nothing happened a few hours ago,
You come out and grab a hold of my hand!
I pulled away from you,
you having a confused look.
I just gave him a wicked smile and walked away from him..
Saw you in the hall again.
Saw you watching what once was for me.
That girl giggling with someone else.
Soft kisses just like he gave her and me.
He turned aroung,
With shock and misery on his face,
He gasped at me and fell in my arms.
Nothing I could do but comfort him.
Now what once was, never happened.
You are mine and I am yours.
Mine
I thought you were mine,
but after a while you lost time.
I miss your smiles and hugs,
now you just nag and bug.
The way you look up at me,
makes me want to flee.
the rage in your eyes,
makes me want to die.
I see you...
holding someone else's hand,
I feel worthless and banned.
A tear of not hurt,
but anger rose up in my eye,
you thought you were so sly .
But, now I found someone else.
I am not yours and you are not mine.
Someone that loves me is close by.
Now it's you that looks at me, shy
but after a while you lost time.
I miss your smiles and hugs,
now you just nag and bug.
The way you look up at me,
makes me want to flee.
the rage in your eyes,
makes me want to die.
I see you...
holding someone else's hand,
I feel worthless and banned.
A tear of not hurt,
but anger rose up in my eye,
you thought you were so sly .
But, now I found someone else.
I am not yours and you are not mine.
Someone that loves me is close by.
Now it's you that looks at me, shy
Today/Tomorrow/Future/Past!
Today might be today,
but tomorrow will be the future,
and the future will be part of the past,
and the past wil be part of today.
but tomorrow will be the future,
and the future will be part of the past,
and the past wil be part of today.
Future
Hidden beneath the eyes of a hero,
Untamed logic reaches out to the mind,
Black pools for a disaterous mask.
Shadows of horror strike the night,
Voices slither down your spinal cord,
Burden by burden times goes by,
as we live in fear of the near future.
Untamed logic reaches out to the mind,
Black pools for a disaterous mask.
Shadows of horror strike the night,
Voices slither down your spinal cord,
Burden by burden times goes by,
as we live in fear of the near future.
Policy to the World!
Voices restricting policies to keep control,
"Make it a better place!"
Lies in those words are seeking to come out,
"Our religion is best!"
Some people fighting for their lives,
while people beat them with words.
"The law clearly states....!"
Believing in the wrong person is wrong to yourself.
"Judge, Judge, Judge!!"
Looking to the "one in charge" for answers will do no good.
Fakeness spresds in the room,
to conquer the truth.
Insanely policies turn to dust in a million years to come....
"Make it a better place!"
Lies in those words are seeking to come out,
"Our religion is best!"
Some people fighting for their lives,
while people beat them with words.
"The law clearly states....!"
Believing in the wrong person is wrong to yourself.
"Judge, Judge, Judge!!"
Looking to the "one in charge" for answers will do no good.
Fakeness spresds in the room,
to conquer the truth.
Insanely policies turn to dust in a million years to come....
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Grass
A million words unseen,
The sunlights eye, like crystals.
Different shades of emotion,
Saturn's green swirls.
The sunlights eye, like crystals.
Different shades of emotion,
Saturn's green swirls.
Stars
A maze of unknown peace,
One single dot is a word unspoken.
Hidden wonders beneath the shadows,
Reflected out towards the sun.
Gleaming eyes stare at you until dawn
One single dot is a word unspoken.
Hidden wonders beneath the shadows,
Reflected out towards the sun.
Gleaming eyes stare at you until dawn
Maze
My life is a maze,
Every corner I turn,
There is another twist.
Entangled in its own mess,
Blocked by a web of thoughts.
Every mistake is yet but another turn.
Until the opening,
I'm living all my lies...
Every corner I turn,
There is another twist.
Entangled in its own mess,
Blocked by a web of thoughts.
Every mistake is yet but another turn.
Until the opening,
I'm living all my lies...
Blindness
The rain stains my face. My hair like a wet mop. I'm walking alone. Nothing but shadows all around me. The road of broken dreams awaits me. Up ahead a faint light shines like an angel. It comes fast. It's so close that you can feel the heat off the light. In a flash, my heart stops. Coldness engulfs me. I fall to the stone floor. Dirt engraved into my face. A loud screech falls into the night. I hear footsteps coming toward me. A loud scream of terror drowns out the blood.
I'm dead. Quietness of nothing surrounds me....
I'm dead. Quietness of nothing surrounds me....
Friday, March 13, 2009
Fallen Heart
No one can buy the way you lie,
Present yourself with fear to your peer,
No way to sell the way you fell,
Hide the freak within the week,
To redo that part you need a heart,
The way your bad gets me mad,
The scream that knocks pulls at the seem,
Damn it, just get into habit!
Present yourself with fear to your peer,
No way to sell the way you fell,
Hide the freak within the week,
To redo that part you need a heart,
The way your bad gets me mad,
The scream that knocks pulls at the seem,
Damn it, just get into habit!
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